It's Time to Leave Him in the Past

After not having him in my life for so long, and finally on the path to finding out who I am, I feel like a part of me is going to always be stuck holding onto the fact that I never told him how he affected me. I've been wanting to contact him for a long time now, and now that I have my boyfriend (going on 8 months) I'm at the point where I need to do it. My boyfriend supports me more than ever, and he is going to come with me, just as extra support for when I cry.
Saturday is the day.
I can do it.

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